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Bonjour tristesse.  I haven't published anything on my strange blog for a while, so please forgive me if I fail to string a basic sentence together. At least you know why!  Not quite sure what pushed me to write like this again. The impending weather? Most likely. It's getting colder each day and I can't contain myself, I'm so happy! A few days ago, I went to a concert with a friend of mine and I couldn't peel my eyes away from the singer. He was looking at me, too, but that's a story for another day. The music was lovely and the crowd were too. It was all quite sweet and it made me ache to make music - all over again. I have the equipment, contacts and enough material to last me for at least the next few years and that's if I don't write anything new!  I don't know why I ever stopped. My plan for the next few weeks is to make some crappy demos and put them on soundcloud or bandcamp - probably, the latter. I'm aiming for the old Gainsbourg ' ...

My ~ big ~ move has now been pushed back to January. Well .. technically December, but I say January because it sounds better. To me.  I still don't know what I'm going to pack. I feel as if my wardrobe will never satisfy me. Each time I think about it, I'm like: I just need one more of this .. something like this .. this but in a different colour .. this type of dress with some embroidery .. this type of top with no embroidery. Oh well. At least I've started making clothes for myself again.  I can save a lot of money this way. It will be so satisfying to pack my bags and leave. To actually leave!  I feel as though I have been blessed.  My skin feels soft. I also have some thoughts about autumn. I've been wearing lots of pastel colours throughout the summer and I'll most likely go back to my usual brown, blue and red colour palette when the weather gets colder. Speaking of the heatwave .. I think it's finally over.  I wore my new fox fur coat today. For the...